I want to run away

I want to run away
I'm tired of hearing lies
You put your words against mine
The truth will set you free

I want to run away
Into my Heavenly Father arms
Where I feel love
Where I know your lies wont be believed

I want to run away
To my world where everything is perfect
No drugs, No alcohol, No lies
Where God is respected and loved

I want to run away
To a place full of love and friendship
Where you will know what I did was to help you
Where you know that what you do doesnt only hurt you but the people around you

I want to run away
From your lies, your deciet
From your messages the worry me
Your lack of respect for what is right
Your excuses

I want to run away
Find my Heavenly Father and ask Him for help
To find His arms, His open embrace
To sob on His shoulder
To know what I did was the right thing

I want to run away
Far away from you

Falling in love

Dont find love,
let love find you.
Thats why its called
falling in love,
because you dont
force yourself to fall,
you just fall.

Girl: Do I ever Cross you mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you Like me?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you Do anything for me?
Boy: No way!
Girl: What would you choose me or life?
Boy: Life

The girl walks away with tears running down her face the boy stops her and says...

The reason why you never cross my mind is because you are always on my mind. The reason why I dont like you is because I love you. The reason why I dont want you is because I need you. The reason why I wouldnt cry when you left is because I would die if you left. The reason why I wouldnt do anything for you is because I would everything for you. the reason why i choose my life is because you ARE my life.

Teenaged Girls

Teenage girls I dont understand why they live their life the way the do. Letting their boyfriends take advantage of them. Dressing like sluts and liking being like that. The pressures of the world can be hard for a teenaged girl. To look beautiful, to do your best, to be smart, to be thin, to have sex. What the girl wants and what is on her heart doesnt matter to anyone anymore. I dont like the way that girls are treated. Girls should be able to say what ever is on their mind. To freely reble from the ways of the world and NOT conform. To have the right to say NO without being ridicluded by the guy she is with.

Change...

You said I changed. What Changed? My haircolor, yes that did change but so what. The fact that I wear make-up around the eyes that you thought were so beautiful. The fact that now my nails arent painted different coulors of the rainbow but now they are painted black. Yes, the way i look on the outside has changed. But my heart, my love for God, the fact that i open my shoulder for my friends and family to cry on. Who i am on the inside has not changed. Yes the person who i am on the outside has changed. But that doesnt matter, if you truely loved me for who i am on the inside the fact that i changed on the outside souldnt matter.

Some of my favourites quotes:

Age 4, Mom know everything. Age 8, Mom knows alot. Age 12, Mom really doesnt know everything. Age 14, Mom doesnt know a thing. Age 16, Mom who? Age 18, Later Mom. Age 25, Maybe mom knows something about this. Age 35, Lets ask mom before deciding. Age 45, What would mom think? Age 65, I wish i could ask mom.
-B.J.

Grass grows in life, not because it wants to, not because it needs to, but because it does. As I do, I follow the laws of life because I am in life, and life is in me. Here I shall stay till nature no longer calls for me to be here, not because i dont want to be here, or because I dont need to be here... because I am required to leave. And thats what life is. A constant blance.
-Banshee

Imagen a forest after a fire, empty and hurt, where it used to be full of life and beauty...
Fires may burn, destroy what once was, but they give a chance for a new beginning, a clean slate, freedom from pain of the past. The scar will always remain, the hurt will always be there, but with gentle hands and loving hearts, hope can be restored and dreams of a brighter future can surface.
-K.C.

Glass hearts are fragil things. You told me to trust you with mine. Darling your gentle hands held it from the start, there's no one I trusted more. Yet you let it fall and left it shatter. But its not to late to pick up the pices.
-K.C.

In His Steps (WWJD)

I started reading this book its called In His Steps. Its all about this minister giving his congerstion a challenge that whenever they make a decision in their lives they have to ask 'What Would Jesus Do?' He says whoever wants to take this challenge to saty after church about 50 people stay including so of the most influencial and wealthiest people in town. THey challenge as was said is that they have to ask 'What Would Jesus Do?' for every decision they make in their lives to matter what the cost and they have to do it for a full year. When i fist started reading this book i read close to 50 pages in one day. I love this book so far.

This book was written by a minister who had trouble getting people to his night services so He wrote a story and then he would leave it a cliff hanger ending so more people would come the story came together into a book when all was all said and done it was a book with about 30 pages. When he was finished he had the biggest congeration ever at his church at night. the news paper would even publish the previous weeks chapter in the paper so people who missed church the sunday before would know what is going on.

Now In His Steps is a movie called WWJD.